Wishes for after…
I can’t do this anymore
This burden on my heart is killing me
Suffocating the breath right out of me
Overwhelming worry and anxiety
About the time that is coming when I will be alone again
From the one that I love but can’t stand sometimes
I want to strangle him so he can do me no more harm
Nothing helps to soothe or distract myself
From what I know is coming soon
Nervous and shaking
To hold him and kiss him will do little good
As the words he will say will pierce my soul
For the last time
I will lay defeated and not wanting the air
I will self destruct
Will have no more worry or fears
When I lay cold and swollen
I wrote this poem today as I was anxiously awaiting my bf’s arrival. I felt it coming. My simple wish is that I am able to put myself back together and keep on dreaming for my life. Even though I hope things will get better I also hope he changes his mind so that when I move in with him we can be happy again! I still love him and always will.
